Because I was 14 going on 25; because “why can’t you be like your sister?”; because “I never asked to be born”; because it makes me feel good; because I want to not feel at all; because “you’re too good for that”; because you’re beautiful; because you’re smart; because it made me feel alive; because I don’t care; because with one stick everything goes away; because I want to; because you hurt me; because you make me feel like nothing; because I’m so stupid; because I deserve it; because I want to watch it bleed; because you don’t hurt like I do; because you don’t understand; because it’s so easy to forget; because nobody’s really listening; because I am who I am; because I hurt so much on the inside; because of the constant screaming in my head; because I hate you; because you’re you; because I hate me.
Chrissy
Taken from The Cutting Edge archives